solana rowe - interlude

everything I offered, you seemed to neglect 

could I have been more of a man to you?

why is it that when I realize how much you disrespected me

I can’t look at myself in the mirror?

how come whenever I realize how awful I was treated

you get to rejoice while I suffer silently?

what could I have done 

for you to treat me right?

do you feel the paralysis or is it only me?

this distance causes me to be suffocated under my paranoia

and I shut the blinds but I can’t help peering through

try to cope but inevitably I drown and mourn

bury it underneath because I don’t want you to see me weak

but I can’t delay my heartbreak any longer

wish you could see me suffer so you’ll feel the guilt

but I know that could never happen

now I see you as my reflection

as I could never give love again.